DAY 3
CHAPTER 12
The Brunt
of the
Greeting
Gary You were all targeted with psychic greeting, but the vast majority of that psychic assault was directed at Carla, the instrument. I found six different instances, among others, wherein Ra emphasizes the fact that Carla is taking the worst beating of you three.
This instrument’s bodily distortions are its most easily unbound or unloosed distortion dissolving the mind/body/spirit complex if the Orion group is successful. 62.14
We have previously discussed the potential for the removal of one of this group by such attack and have noted that by far the most vulnerable is the instrument due to its pre-incarnative physical complex distortions. 67.7
. . . of the [instrument] experiencing the brunt, shall we say, of this attack. 67.21
. . . constancy of the surveillance of the instrument, for it is the weak link due to factors beyond its control within this incarnation.
67.23
The free will, pre-incarnative distortions of the instrument with regards to the physical vehicle seem the most promising target for the Orion group. Any distortion away from service to others is also appropriate. 68.16
The [negative] entity hopes to gain a portion of that light; that is, the mind/body/spirit complex of the instrument. Barring this, the entity intends to put out the light. 80.6
Carla and/or Jim, can you explain, for the listener or reader, why the instrument was the subject of such intensive psychic greeting?
Carla They were having no luck with any of us in their usual way, which is internal: the ego, the thinking processes, and so forth. So naturally what was left was trying to weaken the physical vehicle. Well, Jim and Don were two extraordinarily healthy people. They seldom got ill, seldom got a cold even. They didn’t have a lot of distortions that they could attack, whereas I was built on such a distorted physical body that I was fat city;1 you didn’t have to search to find a problem that they could intensify. So naturally they were intensifying at will, and I was hurting like a son of a gun. They were just having a good time, hoping that it would become too much for me.2
Gary I went hunting for mentions of the many ways that Carla was the recipient of psychic attack and was surprised by the quantity. The following may not be a complete listing but is a fairly comprehensive one. I want to give the readers a sense of what you experienced during the contact.
Instances of the instrument being greeted:
(Direct Ra quotes appear in quotation marks. All other instances are summarized quotes.)
Attempting to interfere with sexual energy transfer. 25.1
Draining the energy. 25.1
“The negative entities are moving all stops out to undermine this instrument at this time.” 39.2
“This instrument is under a most severe psychic attack.” 57.1
Facilitating a mis-reach, causing “skeletal/muscular deformation” of Carla’s arm. 57.3
“This thought-form sought to put an end to this instrument’s incarnation by working with the renal distortions.” 62.4
Constant psychic attack exacerbating distortions in the pain/discomfort in the area of kidneys, urinary tract, and arthritis.
63.1
Weakening of the physical energy. 67.1
“The psychic attack upon this instrument is at a constant level as long as it continues in this particular service.” 67.2
Creating a dizzying effect, loss of balance, and “slight lack of ability to use the optic apparatus.” 67.12
Magical use of light to suggest that there is no traffic, thus causing Carla to walk out in front of the traffic; using dizziness in the hopes that she would walk out into, or fall, in front of traffic. 67.13
The Orion’s attempt to steal your soul into negative time/space. 68.5
Orion goals to deplete the physical, and then the vital, energy. 70.4
Attempting to create “unconsciousness as in what you would call fainting or vertigo.” 72.5
Orion entity hoping to gain Carla’s light by enslaving her, or, barring that, by ending her life. In the former, adding to its own power; in the latter, removing a source of light and “radiance.”3
80.6–7
“. . . energizing a somewhat severe complex of imbalances in the manual appendages of this instrument and, to a lesser extent, those distortions of the thoracic region.” 88.2
Inciting the instrument’s “extreme distortion towards pain during and just after sessions.” 94.2
“It is well that this instrument is not distorted towards what you may call hysteria, for the potential of this working was such that had the instrument allowed fear to become greater than the will to persevere when it could not breathe, each attempt at respiration would have been even more nearly impossible until the suffocation occurred which was desired by the one which greets you in its own way. Thus the entity would have passed from this incarnation.” 95.2
Attempting to suffocate the instrument through the enabling of fear and hysteria. 96.2
Attempting to “close the throat and mouth” of the instrument by aggravating pre-existing allergies. 98.5
Triggering a “massive allergic reaction” in the “hopes that this entity would wish to leave the incarnation.” 105.2
How did you hold up under all of that assault, Carla?
Carla Well, as it occurred. I tried to stay in the present moment, and I knew that my strong point was faith and fearlessness, and that those were renewable resources, as opposed to my physical, which wasn’t as easy to beef up. Faith is absolutely renewable; you just go to spirit and ask. You get a big woof and you’re fine again.4
There’s no end to vital energy if you have faith, and I did, and if you have will, and I did, and if you don’t tend to worry about the future, and I don’t, ever.
So I just stayed in the present moment and dealt with things as they came up. Or went down. [laughs]
And I had help, you know—I had physical help. Jim and Don were both right there. Like when I couldn’t breathe. I was on a walk, and at first Jim didn’t notice it, so I was not having somebody to back me up at that moment, but I just focused on the fact that if I continued not being able to breathe, I would just faint and my body would recover naturally. So I wasn’t worried about it. I just made sure that I was in a place where I could fall down and not be in traffic or anything, over at the side of the road. I was off in a subdivision when this happened, so it wasn’t a dangerous traffic situation. And after about, I don’t know, 30 seconds, just about the time that it let up, Jim became aware of it and he was right there to give me an arm and pat me on the back and make sure that I was okay.
So that was probably the most dramatic of the things that happened to me where I had to consciously invoke fearlessness and the faith that all was well, and that all would be well.
Gary What you said about faith as a renewable resource was a particularly inspiring response. Thank you for that. And what you were describing of the moment when you where you were being suffocated, I wanted to comment that that’s an incredible presence of mind to be able to logically think through the situation and deduce that: “Well, if I faint then I’m going to start breathing again, so there is no reason to fear.”
Carla I had a long-standing tendency to function well in a crisis. And then, after it’s all over, I just fall apart. [laughs] But during the crisis, as long as it’s necessary, I’m together and I’m functioning well and ready to react in the most appropriate way.
Notes
[1] “Fat city” here means roughly that Carla was an easy and lucrative target for the negative entities. ↩
[2] Jim reflects on this in his Camelot Journal entry for July 15, 2015: ↩
In the audio book project tonight I recorded Session #62, the one where there was the mis-speaking of one simple word in our ritual of protection that we did prior to all sessions with Ra. After being sure that Carla's spirit was with them, Ra asked that we re-walk the Circle of One and then blow breath across Carla's chest from her right to her left. Don then asked what the problem was, and Ra said that the negative entity that was monitoring our sessions had found a target of opportunity in the missed word to attempt to end Carla's incarnation. It reminded me again of how Carla was willing to give all that she had to be of service. And that was true whether she was in a Ra session or anywhere else. She wanted to serve the One Creator which she saw in all people. After recording the session I could not control the tears of gratitude for her life, nor did I try.
The Camelot Journal of L/L Research, Jim McCarty, July 16, 2015, www.bring4th.org
[3] Even if the Orion group succeeded in terminating Carla’s incarnation, as Ra indicated was among their objectives, such an outcome would have been the result of extremely clever manipulation of Carla’s own free will. ↩
The metaphysics of where responsibility lies and who is responsible for this or that outcome are challenging and open questions. Ra indicates that everything which transpires to the individual, the group, or the collective happens as a function of the individual’s, group’s, or collective’s free will, even if that free will is misinformed, manipulated, and abridged. Though that general principle of ultimate responsibility is, at times, exceedingly problematic to apply to specific situations.
[4] Perhaps in connection to Carla turning to faith as a renewable resource: ↩
RA This instrument is capable of almost instantaneously clearing the mental/emotional complex and the spiritual complex for the purity this working requires. . . . 39.1